Hello, people.

I've been crying this two days and I have not sleep that well. Believe it or not I slept for only 2hours! Samsi asked for breakup. Yes, BREAKUP. It's between me and him, but he'll make it official once his problems are settled. I wish that day will not come.

I really love him. I really need him in my life. I've given all my heart to him. I tried my best to be the best for him. All I do now is cry. And I know, even how bad I cried, he'll not change his mind. I hope he will. Amin!

Hi, people! Yeah, it's been a long time since I last blog my post. Well, I has a lot to share. Where should I start?

Let me start with myself. Well, I am now on 10days MC due to Acute Pelvic Inflammatory Infection. But I will report back to work really soon. Yeah, I am still working at Global Child Development Center as a Teacher. I really miss my children. Especially my Playgroup and Nursery One. And yes, I am still waiting for the Patient Social Associates staff to call me. I'm on tender for a month now.

Now, let me share about my Fiancee. We're still learning from each other. More about family, relatives, friends. Recently I've been having problems with his family. Especially his Mum. I don't know where to start. But it seems like the problem will never end. His mum has a lot of god-children. And most of the girls are Samsi's ex-girlfriend. Who expects Samsi's birthday surprise celebration that I planned, his mum invited his ex after I went home..?? Gosh! And I just get to know yesterday when it happened about 2 months ago. Samsi did not even tell me that his ex came. How disappointing and upsetting. Things are better for now. I just do not want to accelerate more. I'm afraid I might lose him.

Next, about my family. Well, Aiman is now coming 3 years old! Fast, huh? *laugh*. He's now able to understand and follow instructions, has a good eye-hand coordination, good gross motor skills and able to communicate well with people around him. His favorite friend is Samsi! Samsi pampered him a lot. I'm trying to let Aiman try to do fine motor skills. I've brought some markers, crayons and color pencils for him to grip and draw whatever he wants. He's doing it well, though. He's such a fast-learner.

*thinking*. Guess I continue watching The Little Nyonya on YouTube. Will update again soon! (: