★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Monday, November 8, 2010 | Time: 15:45
Ira is the one at the center.
Heylo people! Yesterday weather was fine but it was really dark when I just end my shift at 1900hrs. BabyChinta didn't text me like how he used to be. It's not that he has changed, but he just started his new career. So, everything will be new especially his working time and his environment. I hope I can deal with this. I admit, I was pampered by him too much.
I texted him when I ended work. I told him that I would be meeting Ira at Tampines. Ira was late, so I spent my precious time in the Library. I did an enquiry about my Library Card. Ira and me had our late dinner at the Big MacDonalds. I really miss this lil'girlfriend of mine! Then BabyChinta came. He looked shag. Pity him.
I wanted to tell him about what my Supervisor said to Teacher Sapiah, but I didn't have the courage to do so. Nevermind. Let it be. If you people think of taking advantage of Samsi and me, by all means. Just wait for the time for me to speak my mind up, okay?
(Back to top, Baby. )