★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
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Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Wednesday, October 20, 2010 | Time: 05:22

Our lives are upside-down, twisted and torn.
Pain running so deep through our veins.
I just wanted you to know right now, that
You have always had the best of me.
Honesty is the knife that will heal us.
Suffering the narrow road we must take.
Loving me has never been more difficult.
I know the healing seems so far away...
I wonder will you leave for what I did.
Aching tears and indescribable regret.
No prayer suffices to ease this fear.
I long for you to stay here.
No more betrayal, no matter the circumstance.
I want only you to have all of me.
You truly are the best of everything.
You really always have been, you will always be.
I'm sorry for what had happened. I'll never repeat and I'll try my very best to regain back the trust that we have lost. I love you.. always, Samsi.
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