★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Sunday, October 31, 2010 | Time: 16:23

After months of not meeting him, I get to see him in front of my eyes yesterday at East Coast! What a speechless thing that happened! I was mending my heart alone, doing the reflective thinking on what had happened to my relationship, what will happen next and what will I do or react.
I don't wanna elaborate more about that problem. I just don't wanna be the reason why again and what his family did to me really get to my nerves. Enough of the comparing between Yati & me, keep saying "Yelah.. Kalau tk sudi, tak apa." because you are being hypocrite, and keep thinking that your children are perfect. You even assumed that I texted you that night and claimed that your children don't do such thing. How cruel and heartless my future mum-in law, right? Now, I nearly gonna lose my future man. It's been about 29hours now since I last see him and that moment was the momeriable ones. I really miss him.
I remembered my girls used to advice me that if a guy returns back to hold your heart, he is your forever. Will he come back? I don't know, I don't have the answer. But I'm hoping high that he will, because he said I am the reason why he smiled and he falls in love again. I love him too much. Please, Samsi, do come back to me. I miss you.
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