After months of not meeting him, I get to see him in front of my eyes yesterday at East Coast! What a speechless thing that happened! I was mending my heart alone, doing the reflective thinking on what had happened to my relationship, what will happen next and what will I do or react.

I don't wanna elaborate more about that problem. I just don't wanna be the reason why again and what his family did to me really get to my nerves. Enough of the comparing between Yati & me, keep saying "Yelah.. Kalau tk sudi, tak apa." because you are being hypocrite, and keep thinking that your children are perfect. You even assumed that I texted you that night and claimed that your children don't do such thing. How cruel and heartless my future mum-in law, right? Now, I nearly gonna lose my future man. It's been about 29hours now since I last see him and that moment was the momeriable ones. I really miss him.

I remembered my girls used to advice me that if a guy returns back to hold your heart, he is your forever. Will he come back? I don't know, I don't have the answer. But I'm hoping high that he will, because he said I am the reason why he smiled and he falls in love again. I love him too much. Please, Samsi, do come back to me. I miss you.

Nothing much happens yesterday. Just waiting for the clock to strikes 0800hrs, before I can proceed to work. I miss my BabyChinta! (:

I just get myself ready to go to work. I woke up at 0645hrs. BabyChinta fetched me after work and we went to have our dinner at Beach Road. After so long, right? I know! *laugh*. But who expect us to have a misunderstanding when we were on the bike, on the way there?? Yes, we did! The hold journey I did not hold his waist. I tried myself to balance. I was so hurt with his words. All because of what? Because of Muzakir and Najel! But more to Muzakir. I find it hard now, Chinta. Is it wrong for me to be honest that he texted me?? *sigh*. But all went okay when we were about to eat. Maybe it's true. An angry man is a hungry man. Or is it a hungry man is an angry man?? I can't remember. *laugh*. So, after meal, we went to Haji Lane to slack at his friend's shop. Then we went home. He was thinking too much to ask me weird questions.


I love my BabyChinta. Don't take him away from me, GOD. I still got long way to go with him and I wanna share my life with him.

Okay, I am still feeling shag after not enough sleep and busy doing my assignment. Luckily, now it's done. I slept at 2300hrs yesterday and woke up at 0630hrs. Poor BabyChinta have to sleep by himself yesterday as I did not wait for him to reach home. I was supper tired. I'm sorry, Chinta! But overall, I love him.

Okay, I am finally done with my Assignment paper works on Teacher-Child Interactions. Now, the things I have to complete is to print them out and burn my video to a Compact Disc before I can hand in to the Seed Institute latest by 2100hrs. Guess what time I did this assignment? I woke up at 0530hrsm get myself ready and switched on the computer, when actually I start working at 1000hrs today!

I can't afford to do it yesterday as I followed BabyChinta to his team escort from Batin's house, to Sims Drive and we off to Bukit Panjang. I did not know who did not shower yesterday as it was raining cats and dogs when we were on the road to Bukit Panjang. I was wearing the team cutting shirt, which is white in color, and you know what will happen when it's wet, don't you? I saw Hidayah(Kecik), Sutinah(FLTC), the uncle who I used to took care of his late mum when I was still in Nursing and Yana(Aizat's ex-girlfriend). I manage to take some pictures and above are those. Overall, I had so much fun and I feel part of the family.

After escort, BabyChinta and me spent our time together and we went to have our dinner at Simpang Bedok. Then we went to karaoke at Grandlink. My voice sucks big time nowadays as I am starting to get well from URTI. But my BabyChinta's voice is still the best.

Heylo people! I just got home from watching movie with Aizzah and Hanisah. We watched "The Child's Eye". Actually I don't really get the storyline, because it got nothing to do with eyes. It got to do something with dogs. So yeah. Here I am updating my post, while listening to Daddy's nagging about BabyChinta got our house keys. -.-'

I'm home! I was so stress about my assignment date line till I forgotten when was it. *laugh*. Luckily I just SMS-ed Teacher Linda to confirm and she said on October 22, 2010. I got 3 more days to do it. But still nothing has been done. -.-'

Well, I just got back from Kandang Kerbau Hospital. I visited Kak Ida with Aizzah, Baby Aiman and Nenek. BabyChinta is working tonight, but he'll coming to my house later after work. I really miss him! *kening naik-naik*. Kak Ida successfully delivered a babygirl. Wan and herself named their child Keisha Erina. I don't know how they spell it, but they pronounce it as that.

I am now on the phone with BabyChinta, lots of things to share. Will update more. (:

Heylo people!
I know it's been awhile I last post my online diary. So little time yet so many things to type about. Yes, I am still with Samsi and we're engaged now! When? You don't have to know because you're not being invited. *laugh*. Kidding. It's just a small ceremony when I didn't expect it will be my "BIG" day.

*thinking*. Where should I start? Seriously I got lots of things to tell you people. My relationship wise, I'm totally not gonna share with you. That's for sure. *wink*. Sorry, but it's for my relationship's honor.

Let me start with my dance. For your info, I start my Malay Dancing back. Now, I am finding girls and guys to join me. Eiffah Daisy and me have named ourselves: Puteri Aliya. Where do we get the name? Simple! "Puteri" because we're the main girls who form the group. "Aliya" means beautiful. Besides that, "ALI" comes from Eiffah's name. And "LIYA" comes from my name. So we combine them up! Taa-daa! *giggle*.

Problems are everywhere, it's only the matter how you manage them. Eiffah and me did! We had problems finding the steps to complete the whole song, I can't memorize the dance steps at first, I was paranoid with NanaShawty's attitudes, I was stressed with the date line, we were last minute renting the costumes and props. But at last, we did it! Wanna see us dancing? As easy as ABC! Go to YouTube, type out our group name and you can find our video there.

I guess I have to end here. I got assignment to do. Tomorrow is the date line yet I have not start anything! Gosh! Toodles. (: