★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Tuesday, June 29, 2010 | Time: 06:22
Hey. I am on the phone now with Rizal. We're trying to solve things out. Now, he put down the phone just like that. If only I could turn back the time..
Yeah, I passed my practicum! *smile*. The smile doesn't come long when I start to think about Zakhil again. It makes my heart bloomed when I tried my luck calling him. He answered with his sleepy voice. How much I miss those days when I woke him up and the memories passed by when I woke in the morning, he was there hugging me.
I'm sorry, to whom it may concern. I know I've hurt you. I didn't mean to. You know what will happen later. It's only me who is confused. Because of how he treated me now, I am in total dilemma. I need him, but you were there for me.. always.
This "always" word really hurt me. Because it reminds me of him.. The beautiful sentences he sang melodiously on my ears, makes my heart skips a beat. I need an answer from him. Please, God, listen to my prayers. Show me who's the one for me. I just need an answer and I will be with him forever. I miss you.. But i hate you for doing this to me.
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