★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Sunday, June 27, 2010 | Time: 05:28
Hey people. I'm back again. Yes, I am having this major problem. I think I have to honest now with my relationship condition. Zack and me have not been meeting each other since June 12th and he seldom reply my messages and never make the first move to contact me now. I find it unfair. He leaves this relationship hanging. If he doesn't love me anymore, then why keep me?
For your informat5on, he still place himself in a relationship status at Tagged and my pictures are still in his front page. You may think I'm thinking too much, he might be very busy with his career and life, maybe he got problems etc. But is it fair for me..? Think.
Rizal has been there for me since this problem occur. We cannot blame Rizal for this, because Zack doesn't appreciate me anymore. All Zack did now is scolding me and giving me insults. Rizal always give me useful advices and encourage me to be strong. I thought Zack was the pillar of my strength. I repeat, I thought!
I don't know what's in my mind now. All I could think about is my practicum. Tomorrow will be my Supervisor second visit at my childcare centre to observe how I conduct my lesson. OMG! I'm gonna conduct Music & Movements. Easier, right? Hopefully everything will be back to normal. I don't wanna be in dilemma! It scares me.. Really.
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