★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
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Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Saturday, April 10, 2010 | Time: 05:40

Guess who came when my lift door opened?? Cik Ripin and his family! Oh how much I miss them! If I am not wrong, the last time I meet them was about 10-13years back. Yeah, I can still remember them. They were my all-time supporters when I karaoke at any events during my childhood time.
Today was my Saturday shift. I worked till 1400hrs and Teacher Rahimah, Teacher Sapiah, Aunty Fauziah as well as me have to rush to our HeadQuarter at Geylang Lorong 12, to have our retreat for Maulidur Rasul. We had Nasi Bryani Dam and yes, I get to meet those ex-convicts uncles again. They still remember my name. I was so touched.
I met Zakhil at Tampines MRT Station after that. We went back to our house as Zakhil told me to change my bag. Then we went out. We talked about lots of things and I ended up crying. I am just too afraid. Things may turn sour if we did not take good care of each other's feelings and hearts. He dried my tears and kissed my forehead when I cried are good enough for me. At least I know that he really care for me.
Seems like almost every day we have been meeting. But not tomorrow as he is working the whole day and I got to follow my family to two wedding places at Woodlands and Yishun. Will update again soon! Take care.
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