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★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Saturday, April 3, 2010 | Time: 03:20
VERSUS
I went to the wet market again with Mama. Yeah, I have new hairstyle done. &&all the way since morning, guess who messaged and keep calling me? Yes, my new "friend" Zakhil. It's so sweet of him to reply my forward message. Read this.
Fill it up:
I admire you.
You have nice and small cutie voice.
You make me melt.
You should know,
Someday I will be yours.
You + Me = Together.
If I saw you now, I'd jumping joy.
I want to grope you.
I would build a palace just for you.
If I could sing you any song, it would be "Only You".
We could waltz under the rain.
Love,
Take my hand.
I admire you.
You have nice and small cutie voice.
You make me melt.
You should know,
Someday I will be yours.
You + Me = Together.
If I saw you now, I'd jumping joy.
I want to grope you.
I would build a palace just for you.
If I could sing you any song, it would be "Only You".
We could waltz under the rain.
Love,
Take my hand.
Ehnal messaged me too. He said everything he messaged me on the March 30th was just a prank, and I take it seriously. Yeah, i take it seriously because you were still saying sorry to me the following day, telling me not to cry because you does not worth my tears and telling me that I am strong. He messaged me too yesterday night when I was about to sleep, asking me out to catch a movie. I rejected the offer because I am just too afraid the feelings for him will linger back again. Do you think I will believe that this is an advance April Fool prank for me?
If you think you're in dilemma, I am too. I have to let the feelings for you go, Ehnal. I'm not turning back. Like you said, we just remain as friends. Don't talk about feelings anymore with me. It's about to go away.
If you think you're in dilemma, I am too. I have to let the feelings for you go, Ehnal. I'm not turning back. Like you said, we just remain as friends. Don't talk about feelings anymore with me. It's about to go away.
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