★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Saturday, March 20, 2010 | Time: 22:08

Welcome back to me, people! I just came back from KL yesterday at about 2100hrs. Not that much fun happen there as there's no other cousin following us along except my siblings, no auto roaming network for me to text or call my friends, no money to shop till drop and always get bullied by my aunties with their hurtful words. I am not going to elaborate more about this.
I called Rizal when I reached Singapore yesterday night. He was on his way to Yew Tee. He did not inform me at all his whereabouts the whole day. Yeah, we're really in a rocky condition now. My second reason for going this holiday trip is to clear my mind too, actually. Then he wanna go Ubi to meet his uncles and cousin. I called him several times after midnight but he did not answer, my messages are just to waste my prepaid. At last he called me after 0345hrs. Whats the first thing in my mind? He went to club or what?? If not, why after 0300hrs? Why he didn't answer my calls? Don't be silly that he cannot hear the ringtone. At the first place, why he have to silent his phone? I don't know what's in his mind. I am not going to call or text me anymore. Let him the the first one doing it. I think I give him too much face till he took advantage again and again.
I woke at 10mins ago, and I've brushed my teeth and tidy my room before I switch on this computer. I plan to post this blog, do my assignments that due tomorrow and wait for Ehnal to wake up. He promised me to watch movie once I come back from KL. And now I am so eager to watch Cop Out. An Belo said it's a funny movie.
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