★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Tuesday, March 16, 2010 | Time: 03:41

I went to work with Mama, taking 969 at 0630hrs shift bus. I usually reached workplace at 0745hrs. Then I'll eat my breakfast with my students. I did not join the sing-along session as I helped Teacher Sapiah to take care of the infants. Yeah, the childcare centre that I am working at has infant babies.
Then Teacher Sapiah returned my favor by doing Scorpion on my hair. It's been so long since Mama style my hair. I felt he emotion when Teacher Sapiah combed my hair and style my hair. I miss Mama's smooth touch and warmth kiss on my forehead. Mama never did that before. Papa did that every morning before he off to work and before he went to bed.
Today Teacher Diyanah took MC. So I worked with Teacher Nani. I showered the children and changed their diapers today. We received a complaint by a "passer-by" about yesterday's incident. It's not really an incident. Just take precaution now than be sorry later. Teacher Nani is very cross with the "passer-by". Actually that "passer-by" is our own staff in our centre. Poor Teacher Nani. The nearer the date of her resignment soming, the more problem she have to face with the senior staffs there. I can't do anything because I'm afraid they'll think I'm on her side, where else I'm neutral. By the way, I did Music and Movements with my students when Teacher Nani end her shift at 1640hrs, before I can't go off at 1700hrs.
I am supposed to go home with Mama. We planned to meet at Seletar Camp bustop but she said she'll be late as she hasn't go off from her centre. So I took 969 home. Now it's 1857hrs and Mama just reached home. I reached home about 30minutes ago. Luckily I didn't promise anything with Mama.
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