★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Thursday, March 11, 2010 | Time: 01:45

I was awake by 0530hrs. Took my shower and I realized that I got pink eyes. I didn't think of anything. Maybe because yesterday I cried to sleep. I missed Rizal so much. I didn't know I am changing. I'm sorry, Rizal. I always give you a hard time and I'm sorry I keep blaming you everything.
I arrived work at about 0745hrs and I was told to go home due to the pink eyes. Oh my God! I can't believe that it's turning obvious red. At first, only my right eye was red and now slowly the left one is affected too. Poor me have already traveled from Tampines to Woodlands, spent less than 30mins in workplace and have to leave. So I phoned Rizal. Papa called me too. I told them what happened.
I was home by 1030hrs and I was so sleepy. I phoned Rizal before I took my 7hrs nap. I was awaken by an unknown number message, asking me where am I. I didn't reply as my credit is low and I don't entertain unknown numbers.
Now, I am waiting for Rizal to fetch me and accompany me to the clinic. My throat is aching too. Guess I'm having sore-throat too with running nose. *sigh*. I miss my children.
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