★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Monday, February 15, 2010 | Time: 22:31
Okay people. iie know it's been about 2 days iie didnt blog. Well, iie will try to tell euu evewitink that iie remember. (:
What happen on February 14, 2010?
iie was on my way to Prime when boyfie called my hp. iie cant answer hys call as my ppd is really low (till now). iie just remembered that iie didnt inform hym that iie was out to Prime! So iie texted hym only once saying that iie was outside and he asked me who topup my prepaid which no one did. So iie didnt reply hys msg. He texted me if iie wanna go out with hym. Of course iie want to! It's Valentines', for goodness sake! iie called hym up as soon as possible when iie reached home. iie know he's mad at me by hys tone. iie apologised and he said he change the planned not to meet up. iie was like, "Siak uhh!! Apa seii euu!!"
Then hys voice changed to cheerful, he was just playing around. He said he wanna watch movie. iie checked on the net if there's anymore available but all were full! iie repeat ALL WERE FULL! So boyfie told me to meet hym up at Raffles. iie reached Raffles at abt 19oohrs, 15mins before boyfie arrived. Then he wanted me to show hym where iie study. So iie did. We then walked to Merlion. iie saw Khairul Nizam(Khai Springfield Sec) when iie was otw to Merlion, but iie didnt tell boyfie that iie saw my old fwen. iie just hate it when boyfie didnt take good care of my feelings. His words were so sarcastic. His jokes are so rough.
Believe it anort. boyfie and me fought in front of the public! iie remembered hys word when iie told hym that iie wanna go home, "Sebelum aku tumbuk ko pehh muka!! Asal dgn ko??! Ko nk balek sgt kn?! Balek uhh! Lepas tu ko jgn cari aku lagi!! Sial pehh pompan! Mati ko kat sini nnt aku tumbuk!! Puki! Ko pikir aku apa siol??! Mampos uhh dgn ko! Dasar pompan sial!"
Then he walked away. iie was crying like nobody's business. iie was controlling my migrane attack when he came back to me. He hugged me tightly and apologised. iie need hym, still. iie love hym so much. How my days will be without hym? So, we continue our way to Marina Square, to meet Afiq and Eqa when boyfie bought me a bunch of flowers. Afiq and Eqa were waiting for us at the Arcade. We played some games before we went to a FunFair nearby the Riverside.
Then we took the bus to Pandan. Boyfie and me spent our nite at Pandan Reservoir. We talked till 0700hrs then we slept till 1130hrs.
It was February 15, 2010 by then.
We went to have our lunch near my place, before iie went home. It takes me 45mins before iie went out again to do my assignment. We wanted to go to Library but it was closed. So, we find a spot where it's windy.
We took some pictures self-timered and candid one, before we went to see kites near Tamp Interchange. We bought Old Chang Kee. Boyfie sent me home. iie reached home at abt 19oohrs. Then iie got myself ready to go to Enak Rasa Thai Restaurant with my family, Cik Lon's family and Nenek. iie reached home at abt 2200hrs, took my meds and on the phone with Rizal. By 23oohrs, we were asleep. iie miss my boyfie!
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