iie am now talking otf with Rizal. Rizal is going to his lunch. He's on duty today till tmr mawnink. Pity boyfie.

Well, ytd iie met byofie at Bugis MRT Station at 1330hrs. Yes, we are late for his appointment. Say thanks to hys Master. He cant get out from his camp before he cut his hair. Rizal's hair is okay for me. It is still short, but iie have to understand that a pinch of hair is still nort allowed.

We smoked in front of the clinic, before we entered. iie thot its gonna be a nightmare for boyfie and me. But no. All the staffs there are friendly and supportive. They're vewi open with us. Boyfie join this study. We got Kak Roslinda to guide us up. Guess who iie saw?? FERD! *laugh*. Both of us were asking each other what we are doing here.

iie introduced hym to my bf. But iie got no courage to tell Rizal who is really this Ferd to me. iie just dun wanna hurt him again. Even thou he's my past, iie just cant tell Rizal. This is the only chance for me to spend tyme with Rizal physically. iie dun wanna spoilt his mood. iie wanna spent tyme really well with boyfie.

Boyfie told me to join the study too. So iie did. iie had my blood test taken and counsel me. iie felt good after talking evewitink out to Kak Rose. iie got my MSN counsellor named Carol. Boyfie got a different counsellor.

After that clinic appointment, we went to Daddy's workplace. Then we have out lunch-dinner at Tampines CPF Building KFC. Boyfie had the Ultimate Box meal, iie got the 2 pieces chicken meal. We then spent tyme at the park near my place. That park will leave memories of Rizal and me. We talked things out, we cried, we argued, we laughed, we joked with each other, we pissed off with one another. It's like WOW!

iie love you, Rizal. iie really do. iie missed all our good time together, before we become like now. iie hope this will nort end. Even thou we're nort celebrating V'Day, but iie hope euu will one day prove to me that euu love only me. Get well soon, dear dear.