★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Wednesday, February 10, 2010 | Time: 19:40
iie just came back from Aiman Polyclinic Appointment at Tampines. He got a dose of DPT 1st Booster injection. He cried a while abt less than 1 min before he's okay back. Yeah, most people thot that he's my son. iie am used to that phrase for 1yr 6mths and 18days now.
iie woke up at 0800hrs, when Rizal called me up to get ready. Rizal and me are okay now but iie dun wanna put too much hopes. iie am afraid things will get bad again. We had a good talk, a good cry, a good argue.
iie went to work ytd too, to do my assignment. Bella texted me up, telling me that she decided to change her son's name from Md Robin Rafael to Md Eyden Rafael. Even thou she change her son middle name, she still wanna have Robin for his nickname. She asked me for opinion. For me, it's okay to have that Robin as a nick bcoz it's a Christian name. iie prefer to have baby's name with meaning bcoz it will judge hym with most of hys character. Anitink suits euu, Bella darlink. iie will always be behind euu to support.
iie am now waiting for Aisyah's msg to get myself ready. iie am accompaning her to Eunos CC for Job Fair. iie am nort sure whether iie wanna look for part-time job anort. But iie am werking now. *laugh*.
Money is N E V E R enough.
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