Taiwan, keep your eye on Rizal Salleh for me.

iie just put down the phone with Rizal. Ytd iie slept late after a long argue with hym. I didn't expect iie am a very difficult gf for hym to handle and iie am a very stubborn to listen to evewi thing he wants me to obey. But things are better now after iie called hym at 0800hrs to apologise.

Rizal texted me up at 1124hrs, telling me that he got a bad news for the both of us. iie phoned hym on the spot but he told me to call hym back later as he's having hys lunch. 30mins later, he phoned me back and told me maybe he's going Taiwan in the month of March or April for 3-4weeks. iie am nort surprised with this vacation bcoz it's normal for NS guys to go training at other countries such as Taiwan, Brunei and Australia.

Rizal and me talked abt how are we gonna manage ourself if he's going to Taiwan. iie told hym to trust me more. He can read my blog if he dun have the confident what iie am doing for that day. Blog is my only online diary that iie put all my feelings inside and iie truthfully tells evewitink iie did and what happened on that particular day.

iie am afraid, actually. iie cant bare to let Rizal be so far from me. But iie have to be professional. iie cant let hym see that iie am nort strong enuff and being so childish. Even thou he's far later, iie got lotsa hys pictures on my cellphone and in my wallet too, ryte? No big deal. (: