Sophia, Niza, Suhailah and me.

Hey guys. iie just wake up after sleeping at 0400hrs ytd. iie cant sleep due to the running nose that iie had and the words that are hurting me till now.

iie went to sch at 1740hrs and iie was lucky enuff that iie was nort late for school. iie sat with Suhailah, Niza and Sophia again. We discussed abt the remaining first worksheet that Mdm Rashidah gave us last week. Then we went for our 15mins break. iie followed Rynn & Lin to smoke. After getting back to class, Mdm Rashidah told us to work in pairs for the small project discussion on My Dream As A Teacher. iie worked with Suhailah and we were the most creative ones. We are able to go home after all groups have present their work in front of the class.

iie went home with Lin, Sophia, Suhailah and Niza, but took the green line with Lin and Sophia. iie reached home abt 2220hrs and phoned Rizal up. He asked me why iie reached home early and wat tyme iie end class. iie noe he dun trust me since we have this relationship but he's becoming more and more provoking.

He supposed to be sleeping for me but we ended up having cold shoulder now after he said, "Sial uh ko!", hung up the phone and didn't call back to say he's sowie or he didn't mean wat he said. Usually he did each tyme we argue. Maybe he dun feel the guilt in hym anymore. Or worst, maybe he's going to give up.

If he do wanna give up, pls do it before V'Day coz we've several plans for that particular day with Baby Aiman too. iie miss Rizal, iie cant deny. iie love hym, dats for sure. But if there's no miracle between us anymore, then we dun have to act as if that magical feeling is there.