Heylo people!
Yeah, iie am now in the Tampines Library, updating my blog while waiting for Boboy to arrive. He's from his soccer training in sch. iie guess Rizal has deleted my Tagged, Facebook and MSN account. iie tried to log in 3times but still the access denied. iie just thot of browsing it before iie delete. iie wanna update my Nursing, Secondary, Primary sch fwens(strictly girls only) that they can ring me up as iie am no longer active at all.
iie met Rizal for the 2nd tyme ytd at Jurong Point, after the 1st tyme miting at Siloso Beach Party during CountDown 2010. Now iie can make a clearer picture how he looks like. iie remembered during countdown, iie was so tipsy that iie have forgotten how he looks like. All iie remembered he wore a specs. Hahaha. Well, iie had KFC for my late dinner with hym at a park just opposite Jurong Point. We talked, we laughed alot. iie criously never regret miting hym even thot it's too far for me. But iie guess tolerating with ur boyfie is a good thing as we nid to sacrifice things in a relationship to aim for happiness.
iie reached home at abt 2345hrs when Didi sms-ed me to mit hym. He said he got sumtink to talked abt. He reached at abt 0140hrs and he asked me if iie ever know other cutting groups besides SCS & Phantom. Supposed iie know what he means. But iie act as if iie dunno anitink. He might know abt my pasts. Even thou he's just a cousin to me, but HELL NO iie am gonna tell hym abt me and my life. But iie cant afford to lie my boyfie. Sooner or later, he might know the truth too. So yeah. iie told hym the true story.
It turned out rili ugly, people. He thot that iie am using hym, iie betrayed our love and etc. But in the name of ALLAH, iie never have the intension to lie. iie am just afraid to lose hym. iie love hym so much that iie dun want hym to feel my pain. iie had enuff of things in my mind, that iie dun want hym to suffer too. Rizal is vewi, vewi innocent. He dun deserve to hv me, actually. iie believes as a girlfie, it's my responsibility to make my boyfie happy. Now it's hard for hym to trust me. iie regret wat had happen. At tymes, iie asked myself, "Do iie deserve to have a happy ending?" But iie dun have the answer. iie know Rizal is trying hys vewi best to trust me. That's the reason why iie delete all my accounts and guess wat?
iie am going to change my number AGAIN!
Okay, okay. Dun sigh, okay?
iie know iie have been changing number for more than 4times since last yr. But this yr iie have not, ryte? Hahaha.
So, yeah. Boboy has arrived. iie am giving hym this chance to let hym use the computer. Take care, my fwens. iie love euu!