★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Saturday, January 30, 2010 | Time: 23:48
iie have ironed my siblings school uniforms, let Aiman go to sleep and do my course worksheets filing. Aizzah is beside me now, reading my post as well. What happen yesterday? *laugh*.
iie met Rizal and Fami at Queenstown MRT Stn. We then proceed to buy Bombay and Chivas at Serangoon. The Indians are having the Thaipusam Celebration if iie am nort wrong. The whole stretch of the road are filled with the Indian people with piercings. It freaked me out actually. Then we met Adi, AlipSanchi and Mamat at OrchardCentral. BellaDangdut and her fwens went to the ladies. Rizal and me were starving so we thot of having LJS. But we ate Hokkien Prawn Mee and Chicken Rice instead. When we came back to the place whr the guys were, Bella and her fwens were oready sitted. Trust me, it's so kecohrable because the guys and Mira(BellaDangdut's sister) played lotsa games. Euu lose, euu drink that liquor. Then while Rizal was talking with hys bros abt some serious stuffs, Bella, 3 of her fwens and me shared lotsa jokes, riddles and games too. iie cant stop laughing. It was so fun. Bella is 8mth preggy now. Tyme flies really fast, huh?
The girls went home by taking NR7. Left AlipSanchi, Mamat, Adi, Fami, Afik, Raz, Mike, Rizal and me. We dunno whr to go at first as Fami and Afiq were drunk. iie was supposed to be home by 0000hrs. Guess what tyme iie reached home? At 1430hrs, today! *laugh*. We went to PokerFace. It's kinda bored as one of the man there keep singing bored songs. But each tyme when there's no "karaoke sessions", the musics were groovy. iie danced with Rizal. iie cant forget how Rizal danced the Dhoom Machele song. He was so cute!
After pub, Rizal and me have a talk at SMU area. Then we went to have our sleep. We have our BanMian Chicken and Nasi Ayam Panggang at Century Square. Then we chill under my void deck, before iie went home. Rizal apologised Daddy one on one outside the house. iie just find it so gentleman and humble of hym. iie love hym. No deny.
Rizal, Nerly sowie abt the days when euu were at camp. We spent the whole week arguing abt small things. iie love euu, iie swear. Dun throw away the tissue paper that iie wrote at PokerFace. Thanks for the first sacrifise that euu did today. iie really appreciate it.
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