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★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Saturday, January 30, 2010 | Time: 01:48
Okay, can iie say iie hate my own boyfriend?
iie feel so suck now.
iie have oready get ready to go out when iie called Rizal.
iie asked hym whr he was. Still at hospital with Fahmi.
And guess wat? He want me to wait for hym at Jurong while he still waiting for Fahmi to end the X-Ray and dunno what time will it end.
The thing is my prepaid is totally $00.00 and how to know my whrabts and hys whrabts??
At last, he told me nort to tag along.
FCUK UP, RYTE??!
When iie dun wanna go, he called me to get ready.
When iie am abt to get out of the hse, he told me no need to come along.
iie am paranoid now.
He just text saying, "U wait at home dulu. i suru kua then u kua.. I'm sori, pe yg i janji pat u, i tunaikn. dun cry k? asap k.."
iie know he felt guitly. Let hym be!
He dun wanna treat me like hys girlfriend, then fine.
iie dun care anymore.
iie feel so suck now.
iie have oready get ready to go out when iie called Rizal.
iie asked hym whr he was. Still at hospital with Fahmi.
And guess wat? He want me to wait for hym at Jurong while he still waiting for Fahmi to end the X-Ray and dunno what time will it end.
The thing is my prepaid is totally $00.00 and how to know my whrabts and hys whrabts??
At last, he told me nort to tag along.
FCUK UP, RYTE??!
When iie dun wanna go, he called me to get ready.
When iie am abt to get out of the hse, he told me no need to come along.
iie am paranoid now.
He just text saying, "U wait at home dulu. i suru kua then u kua.. I'm sori, pe yg i janji pat u, i tunaikn. dun cry k? asap k.."
iie know he felt guitly. Let hym be!
He dun wanna treat me like hys girlfriend, then fine.
iie dun care anymore.
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