★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Thursday, January 28, 2010 | Time: 15:48
Good morning! (:
iie was up at 0600hrs to wake boyfie up. But Aiman was up too. iie have been trying to get hym back to slp. He's asleep now. *sigh*. It was "At last" to me! Haha. Boyfie just called 14mins ago, saying that he wanna fall in. Okay, iie am done abt this mawnink.
Yesterday iie met boyfie at Jurong East MRT Stn at abt 1200hrs after he went to NUH to take MC. iie am so worried abt hym. iie noe it's my fault.. iie am so, so sowie. iie have been a troublemaker all this while. *sigh*. iie just feel so guilty. Sowie again, baby.
We had a quarrel that lead me to go home without hym knowing. iie cant take hys rough jokes. It hurts me, actually. He promised, but he was the one doing it again and again. iie noe iie am a bit rough physically with my punches, pinches, slappings on ur body but iie will nort do that if he dun provoke. It's nort that iie dun gv hym the warnink. He just hack care with what iie said. So ended up, we have to give and take. We had lunch at hym hse after Mama left for work at abt 1500hrs. We watched TV and hys sister was awake by then. We then went to Jurong Library, to try borrowing Yakuza Moon story using boyfie's 11B. *laugh*. We noe it's impossible but iie "die-die" wanna try.
My NRIC can't be used as iie still haven't settle my fines. We can't find the book even thou we have oready searched on the computer and copied down the serial number. So we looked for other book. iie saw this Summer Love book and iie remembered iie borrowed it at Tampines Library. iie really enjoy that book. It's so thick yet very easy to understd. Nort so many big words. But then still iie can't loan the book. *sigh*.
We then went to IMM to have Sushi. That's our dinner. NanaShawty and Ray met us there. And guess who we saw?? BOY FROM SAPTO! Nort funny, okay??! Haha. It's sucha small world that Rizal know hym too. And it's so lucky that iie dun go relationship with hym because he's a father of 3 children!!
O M G .
Really iie can't believe it!
And guess who we saw next??
Wanie Kecik and Murai! *laugh*.
She was from work at Best Denki IMM and went to have dinner with Murai before they went home. iie updated Wanie abt my new number. And worst, Rizal's dad, lil'bro and lil'sister were there too! We shifted our sitting place without Wanie. *laugh*.
Boyfie sent me up to the MRT Stn and iie reached home nearly 2200hrs. iie talked with Aishah while waiting for the lift. Boyfie called me up when he was on hys way back to camp. iie settled my wardrobe! So damn messy and now evewi clothe, jeans and skirts are in place. Thank GOD! &&thanks to Baby Aiman for giving me the springcleaning! (:
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