Heylo people!

iie just wake up. And the first thing iie did was wash my face and phoned my school. iie told them that iie have changed my hp number and asked what to bring along tmr for my first class. iie then phoned boyfie, talking in sarcastic way.

iie refresh back what happened ytd aft 0000hrs. We were waiting for Hafiz to return to camp, as we usually borrowed hys hp to communicate with each other. Hafiz's hp activates free incoming calls, but boyfie dun have any. As euu guys rmb too that Rizal's prepaid is low. So yeah, while waiting, iie called Rizal's hp first. He promised me that he's bringing me along to Fahmi's birthday celebration either at SupperClub or Rebel. But ytd was so heartaching and sounds different as if he forgot that he have oready planned with me.

He said, "Baby, Saturday iie kua dgn my fwens tau, celebrate Fahmi nya birthday."

And iie was like.. iie dunno how to explain the feelins. But yeah, iie was so hurt. When he noes iie sounded different after he told me that, he tried to make it ryte.

He said again, "Kk klau euu nk ikut, euu cari duit masuk club. Atau iie ikot Fahmy g minum, but tk ikut dia g club. iie spend tyme dgn euu. How?"

iie felt like he's "using" me. iie understd that actually Saturday is meant for hys fwens. But now he's attached, how can he put me aside? Dats nort all. iie cant slp the whole nyte. He phoned my hse after 0400hrs. iie dunno why iie cant slp. It's like sumtink nort ryte is happening. Suddenly, iie got the feelings to asked Boyfie abt Shiela, hys ex, to know if she did text hym. iie am nort surprise if he said yes but iie am so damn bloody hurt when he told me that he replied!

It takes to hands to clap. iie dun find it a must to replied even thou they're "fwens" now. But imagine urself in my shoe, people. What will girls do?? iie cant take it. iie am so disappointed. Till now, iie talked with Boyfie in sarcastic ways. He knows that iie purposely do this. iie want hym to feel what iie feel. iie changed my hp num, iie tried to ignore the urge of calling other guys, iie stop going out without his permission, iie forever at home taking care of Aiman and iie even ignore my fwens when iie saw them at Tamp Mall.

iie treat hym like iie got no other people in the world. But he dun. For hym, he got his fwens around that he cared abt them.

iie am paranoid now. TC.