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★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Wednesday, December 16, 2009 | Time: 07:23
HEYLO PEOPLE!
Okay, my bad coz of long time didn't update my blog. Guess what? iie noe euu are nort surprise with this. iie am no longer with Robot.
Dun wanna talk abt Kamal and Hedir either! -.-
Guys, guys, guys.
Keep hurting, keep crashing a girl's heart.
Keep giving false hopes.
Keep sweet talking till we girls believed their words.
O M G .
Can euu believe this is Erviona??
*laugh*. But really, iie am damn heartbroken.
Okay, okay.
What iie did today? iie went to Jurong Swimming Complex.
Dun ask me, "For what??" -.-
iie went with my cousins (Zaki, Nazirul, Hanisah) and my siblings(Aqmal & Aizzah).
DUHH, IIE DID NOT BRING BABY AIMAN ALONG!
Suppose to mit Kamal at Jurong Point but iie change my mind.
After iie reflect back what he did ytd, it makes me wanna scream my lungs out again.
iie dun wanna tell euu people what he did. It's so... Heartless of hym!
Okay, iie dunno to mit Fadzil later anort.
Kamal said he wanna mit me but he's having fun with his fwens.
That's Kamal. Fwens are hys first priority when it comes to enjoy.
Guess who he will look for FIRST when he's in need? It's me.
Then comes hys parents. Even hys parents tell me that.
Kamal still hasn't pay my money, since last 2mths.
Each time he got hys pay, he'll say, "Wait" or "Tmr i'll transfer euu".
But nothing. *sigh*.
iie stop here. i'll upload some pix, aite? (:
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