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★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona.
A year older when July 15 comes.
Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Tuesday, December 29, 2009 | Time: 08:04
Heylo people.
Okay, iie am at Dhoby Ghaut with Fahmi and hys fwens. Ntg much happen today. Just slack arnd at 200+ Shell. iie bought a hotpants worth $23 at Isetan.
iie met Mirahmey awhile at Tamp Mall. She went to Bedok to settle some family probs. Oh man! Her dad.. What a disgrace! Hmm.
Rizal texted me. Anoder fwen new found. (:
Okay, iie am at Dhoby Ghaut with Fahmi and hys fwens. Ntg much happen today. Just slack arnd at 200+ Shell. iie bought a hotpants worth $23 at Isetan.
iie met Mirahmey awhile at Tamp Mall. She went to Bedok to settle some family probs. Oh man! Her dad.. What a disgrace! Hmm.
Rizal texted me. Anoder fwen new found. (:
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Friday, December 25, 2009 | Time: 08:40
Heylo people!
Well, iie went to work ytd at 8am with Mama. iie end work at 5pm. Went back with Wahidah to Yishun. iie took train to Bukit Batok, to nanaSHAWTY's hse. iie siap at her hse. Waited for nanaCINE & MirahMey.
iie reached Central at abt 9pm, waited for WanieKechik plak. She's forever late. We reached Dbl-O at abt 10pm. Bought drinks. And guess who tapped me on my back? Rai! Hahaha. The bouncer that iie told euu gfs abt! Hahaha. He took pictures with me. He asked for my hp. iie was like, "For wat??" Hahaha. We exchanged num. Then each tyme he had hys break time, he'll ask me to teman hym. Damn irritating guy! -.-
Okay. Guess who tapped me next? Abg Hakim, okay?! TK KELAKAR, JACK! Hahaha. He was so shocked to see me with my baju. Hahaha. Unsangkarable he said!
iie danced with my gfs like nobody's bussiness. iie was tipsy. iie am forever okay. Haha. Just had fun with gfs, celebrating nanaSHAWTY's bday. Get to mit Arab, Syazwi, Mamat, Khai, Shafie and.. iie forget some guys name. Nvm. Okay, iie went back with Rai. Hahaha. He drove me home. That's all.
Take care, my girlfwens. iie love euu all.
Well, iie went to work ytd at 8am with Mama. iie end work at 5pm. Went back with Wahidah to Yishun. iie took train to Bukit Batok, to nanaSHAWTY's hse. iie siap at her hse. Waited for nanaCINE & MirahMey.
iie reached Central at abt 9pm, waited for WanieKechik plak. She's forever late. We reached Dbl-O at abt 10pm. Bought drinks. And guess who tapped me on my back? Rai! Hahaha. The bouncer that iie told euu gfs abt! Hahaha. He took pictures with me. He asked for my hp. iie was like, "For wat??" Hahaha. We exchanged num. Then each tyme he had hys break time, he'll ask me to teman hym. Damn irritating guy! -.-
Okay. Guess who tapped me next? Abg Hakim, okay?! TK KELAKAR, JACK! Hahaha. He was so shocked to see me with my baju. Hahaha. Unsangkarable he said!
iie danced with my gfs like nobody's bussiness. iie was tipsy. iie am forever okay. Haha. Just had fun with gfs, celebrating nanaSHAWTY's bday. Get to mit Arab, Syazwi, Mamat, Khai, Shafie and.. iie forget some guys name. Nvm. Okay, iie went back with Rai. Hahaha. He drove me home. That's all.
Take care, my girlfwens. iie love euu all.
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Wednesday, December 16, 2009 | Time: 08:40
PEOPLE!
iie am feeling shitty! iie wanna cry! iie wanna shout. CAN IIE??!
A S K M E W H Y
Kamal make me waited for 6hrs and when iie called earlier he was eating happily, still with hys fwens! Dun tell me iie have to be patience coz he crossed my line lotsa tyme. iie kept quiet. Now, hell no. Till when iie wanna continue my heart keep feeling the hurt caused by hym?? iie cant take it anymore. Should iie leave hym?
iie did think of leaving hym. But idk why now iie cant. It's like "IIE HATE EUU, BUT IIE MISS EUU" type of feeling. Ohh fcuking life!! What shud iie do next? iie dunno.
Yeaah, now iie am crying.
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: | Time: 07:23
HEYLO PEOPLE!
Okay, my bad coz of long time didn't update my blog. Guess what? iie noe euu are nort surprise with this. iie am no longer with Robot.
Dun wanna talk abt Kamal and Hedir either! -.-
Guys, guys, guys.
Keep hurting, keep crashing a girl's heart.
Keep giving false hopes.
Keep sweet talking till we girls believed their words.
O M G .
Can euu believe this is Erviona??
*laugh*. But really, iie am damn heartbroken.
Okay, okay.
What iie did today? iie went to Jurong Swimming Complex.
Dun ask me, "For what??" -.-
iie went with my cousins (Zaki, Nazirul, Hanisah) and my siblings(Aqmal & Aizzah).
DUHH, IIE DID NOT BRING BABY AIMAN ALONG!
Suppose to mit Kamal at Jurong Point but iie change my mind.
After iie reflect back what he did ytd, it makes me wanna scream my lungs out again.
iie dun wanna tell euu people what he did. It's so... Heartless of hym!
Okay, iie dunno to mit Fadzil later anort.
Kamal said he wanna mit me but he's having fun with his fwens.
That's Kamal. Fwens are hys first priority when it comes to enjoy.
Guess who he will look for FIRST when he's in need? It's me.
Then comes hys parents. Even hys parents tell me that.
Kamal still hasn't pay my money, since last 2mths.
Each time he got hys pay, he'll say, "Wait" or "Tmr i'll transfer euu".
But nothing. *sigh*.
iie stop here. i'll upload some pix, aite? (:
★ page 4: affiliates
BellaDangdut
DoctorHoney Khan
IkahBeylo
Leia
Marea
MirahMey
NanaCine
Sheeqeen
Wahidah
★ page 4.5: credits
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