★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Thursday, July 9, 2009 | Time: 21:47




Heylo people. iie woke up an hour ago. iie had quite a good sleep ytd at 0200hrs, after listening to MJ12 by Freda. It's kinda bored as Freda asked too much qns rather than listening attentively to the people who told their scary experiences.
iie did nort go out in the afternoon. But boyfie sent me to Karri Clinic at 1845hrs. Guess wat's my temp?? 38.5degrees celcius. Poor me have to sit outside the clinic, while waiting for Doc Leslie to call up my name. Boyfie followed me in the room too. iie told Doc Leslie that iie am having running nose, cough, phlegm, shortness of breath, head spinning, body aching & iie felt feverish at tymes. Doc Leslie then check my throat. He told me that iie am the 1st suspect of H1N1 in hys clinic. He gave me 2days of MC and told me to return to hys clinic on Monday.
After collecting my meds & MC, boyfie & me went to have our late dinner at Rasa21. iie had chicken porridge and Green Tea. iie didnt manage to finish my porridge, so boyfie did it for me. But of course iie told hym to have anoder new spoon. iie ate my meds with my Green Tea. And guess wat?! iie found this 3 lil'kittens when iie was putting on my helmet at the carpark! They were so cute & adorable, criously. iie wish iie could bring home one but my boyfie & family dun allow. So iie just took some pix of them to satisfy myself.
We were on the rd at Tamp St 21, when a taxi nearly bang us! OMG. Nort again. My phobia starts back. The worst part is the taxi driver didnt even signal sowie to us. We honned our motor, but he just ignored. We stopped in front of the taxi & started to take actions. iie took the taxi plate num, the time of the incident, the venue & also the hotline num of the operator to complaint.
We reached Bedok North at 2030hrs. Abg Acit Black, Abg Mick & Abg Wak were there. We had Pizza Hut when we arrived. iie can see that boyfie was starving, he ate 4 pieces. Boyfie sent me home at 2145hrs as iie cant take it anymore. iie was too drowsy. iie told my parents abt my diagnosis but they seemed nort to care. They just take it lightly. Haish. iie am quite disappointed actually, but wat can iie do? Force them to care abt me?? Hell no. Well, all iie have to do now is to have my home qurantine for 2 days, like how Doc Leslie told me ytd.
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