★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Wednesday, June 24, 2009 | Time: 05:25
"gurl2.... kw jgn suro aku fiker matured.. kw yg sepatotnye realise yg kw blom matang. lelaki klo da uat slh mestila nk block kesalahn dier.. klo btol la dier tk ader ati kat aku? asl bler aku tanye dier suro pilih antare kw ngn aku dier kate tk tawu la... dier stress la.. asl tk teros terang jek.. pls la gurl.. klo btol dier tk syg aku dier da mintk brk dat point of time yg aku tanye.. asl nk daleh2.? klo kw tak percaye kite mataer pn aku tak pakse bab cume aku jek yg tawu.. agy pn kat fwensta pn masey ader comment yg dier kate dier syg aku. so aku tk shiok sendiri. bab dier mengaku kat comment tuhh yg dier syg aku. cume kw jek yg kene tipu. btw klo dier bley uat aku gini.. fiker la.. anytime pn dier bleh return kat kw gak.. klo kw da kene mcm aku.. dat time aru kw tersentak diri kw sendiri.. haisz.. its true yg aku bley dpt lelaki yg much3 betta den him.. tpi kesian kw.. lelaki mcm gini gak yg kw nk.. hais.. oh ya. psl kw pregnant kn? tpi tkpe la. thankiew so much psl kw pregnant, dier nk tanggungjwb n now i realise his true colors yg dier tuhh pembohong. dpn pompan ni ckp laen, dpn pompan agy satu ckp laen.. agaknye nanti dpn pompan laen plak ckp laen. haha. bobal keling urh. tuhh pn kw tk realise.. da terang2 dier slh.. agy ader ati nk suro aku fiker matured... klo dier uat kw mcm aku, i ask u bck.. bley ker kw trime?? ni da cukop matured pemikiran aku stakat nk mintk duet alek.. klo pompan laen, aku rase kw yg kene buang sebab u r de third party in our relationship.. kw sedar tk? kw baru ngn dier.. masey tk sedar agy?? hais.. tkpela.. juz doa jek yg kw tkkn kene buang plak in future aite. senang ckp.. kw suro dier byr alek duet aku pastu bley blah.. dun worrie erviona..aku tkkn kacau korang coz uat pe masey nk terhegeh-hegeh ngn lelaki yg tk jujur. laen la mcm kw.."
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