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★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona.
A year older when July 15 comes.
Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Wednesday, June 24, 2009 | Time: 05:25
"gurl2.... kw jgn suro aku fiker matured.. kw yg sepatotnye realise yg kw blom matang. lelaki klo da uat slh mestila nk block kesalahn dier.. klo btol la dier tk ader ati kat aku? asl bler aku tanye dier suro pilih antare kw ngn aku dier kate tk tawu la... dier stress la.. asl tk teros terang jek.. pls la gurl.. klo btol dier tk syg aku dier da mintk brk dat point of time yg aku tanye.. asl nk daleh2.? klo kw tak percaye kite mataer pn aku tak pakse bab cume aku jek yg tawu.. agy pn kat fwensta pn masey ader comment yg dier kate dier syg aku. so aku tk shiok sendiri. bab dier mengaku kat comment tuhh yg dier syg aku. cume kw jek yg kene tipu. btw klo dier bley uat aku gini.. fiker la.. anytime pn dier bleh return kat kw gak.. klo kw da kene mcm aku.. dat time aru kw tersentak diri kw sendiri.. haisz.. its true yg aku bley dpt lelaki yg much3 betta den him.. tpi kesian kw.. lelaki mcm gini gak yg kw nk.. hais.. oh ya. psl kw pregnant kn? tpi tkpe la. thankiew so much psl kw pregnant, dier nk tanggungjwb n now i realise his true colors yg dier tuhh pembohong. dpn pompan ni ckp laen, dpn pompan agy satu ckp laen.. agaknye nanti dpn pompan laen plak ckp laen. haha. bobal keling urh. tuhh pn kw tk realise.. da terang2 dier slh.. agy ader ati nk suro aku fiker matured... klo dier uat kw mcm aku, i ask u bck.. bley ker kw trime?? ni da cukop matured pemikiran aku stakat nk mintk duet alek.. klo pompan laen, aku rase kw yg kene buang sebab u r de third party in our relationship.. kw sedar tk? kw baru ngn dier.. masey tk sedar agy?? hais.. tkpela.. juz doa jek yg kw tkkn kene buang plak in future aite. senang ckp.. kw suro dier byr alek duet aku pastu bley blah.. dun worrie erviona..aku tkkn kacau korang coz uat pe masey nk terhegeh-hegeh ngn lelaki yg tk jujur. laen la mcm kw.."
Hakimah gave me a msg thru Tagged on the 220609.
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: | Time: 05:21
- BabY KetOt Ku...
I love U Damn Much to My Very Last beAt DeAR..
HopE We can stay LOng TogETher n Go tHru Ups N DowNs TogEthEr K sYg..
I pROmiSe I Wil TAke Good cAre Of U n oVE u Wit All mY HeaRt..
LOvE mE SiNcerElY k Syg..
YouRS truely,
Baby BoNcEt Mu
A.K.A
RoBot_TJR
iie just read Robot's testi to Hakimah. It hurts me. iie dunno who to believe.
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Sunday, June 21, 2009 | Time: 05:14
Mama & Erviona.
Myself.
Aqmal & me.
Erviona on Erviot Rahyana.
My second Love.
Cool kaper plate num??
Erviot Rahyana.
Erviona & Robot outside OCH.
Old Changi Hosp.
iie have been wanting this watch since long-long time ago! -.-Heylo people. iie just came back from Wild2 Wet with my fam, Kak Ilah, Selamat, Nazirul & Hanisah. iie woke up early at 0700hrs.
We arrived Wild2 Wet at 0900hrs. iie thot of nort swimming as i had my period. But as iie checked, iie am no more having my period. So iie told Mama dat iie really, really wanna swim! iie did wear my one and only bikini suit but Papa told me to wear my sleeveless and hotpants too, to swim. iie rode the SkyRiding, Ular-La, Wave, River and the yellow ride. iie did do two paintbrushes on my left leg too.
After Wild2 Wet, we had our dinner at Banquet East Point at 1800hrs. iie had Ban Mian Chicken and Ice Milk Tea. iie am now still full. Haish.
Ohh btw, dat Hakimah still have nort reply my fwensta msg. iie am still waiting xiia! -.- Boyfie have oready change our bike. We named it Erviot Rahyana. Ervi=Erviona, Ot=Robot, Rah=Rahmat, Yana=Liyana. Cool kan? Actually we did plan to named it the black and yellow stripping snake's name. But we dunno wat izzit called! iie asked Aqmal, he said it's called Ular Berbisa or BumbleBee. WTFH?! -.-
Okay, iie think dats all for now. (:
We arrived Wild2 Wet at 0900hrs. iie thot of nort swimming as i had my period. But as iie checked, iie am no more having my period. So iie told Mama dat iie really, really wanna swim! iie did wear my one and only bikini suit but Papa told me to wear my sleeveless and hotpants too, to swim. iie rode the SkyRiding, Ular-La, Wave, River and the yellow ride. iie did do two paintbrushes on my left leg too.
After Wild2 Wet, we had our dinner at Banquet East Point at 1800hrs. iie had Ban Mian Chicken and Ice Milk Tea. iie am now still full. Haish.
Ohh btw, dat Hakimah still have nort reply my fwensta msg. iie am still waiting xiia! -.- Boyfie have oready change our bike. We named it Erviot Rahyana. Ervi=Erviona, Ot=Robot, Rah=Rahmat, Yana=Liyana. Cool kan? Actually we did plan to named it the black and yellow stripping snake's name. But we dunno wat izzit called! iie asked Aqmal, he said it's called Ular Berbisa or BumbleBee. WTFH?! -.-
Okay, iie think dats all for now. (:
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Tuesday, June 16, 2009 | Time: 22:06
Hi. iie just send a msg to Tyra Tyiara. This is wat iie sent.
"Hie, Hakimah.
iie believe euu noe who am iie.
iie just wanna clear all the foggy things that happen btwn euu & my bf, Robot.
Whats ur relation with Robot?
May iie noe?
iie got the ryte to noe evewitink.
iie have heard Robot's story abt euu.
Now, iie wanna hear from ur side.
iie have to be fair in this.
iie hope euu understd my situation and euu will reply my msg.
Yeah, iie was so hurt when euu gave the testi to Robot.
iie know ntg abt this, and euu refer me as pmpn sial.
Maybe euu were mad at that moment, but euu have to think abt the other party's feelings too.
Euu are older then me, iie believe.
So, iie expect euu noe more in how to handle this type of probs.
Jgn euu slh phm plak on iie nk mengajar euu srh be more matured.
NO, HAKIMAH. euu are wrong.
Evewi people make mistakes, euu know that well. And we learnt from that mistakes.
Dats the reason why iie am msging euu now, to know whats happening.
iie even msg euu in a nyce manner.
Coz iie respect euu as the same gender as me, as a lady who is older that me, as a person who need to be respected.
iie dunno euu, iie dun have any prob with euu previously and iie dun have grduges with euu at all.
So there's no reason why iie have to be mad with euu. Dats wat iie think.
My friends did tell me to "fcuk" euu upside down coz euu label me as pmpn sial. But iie dun want to, coz the prob will nort solve if all the parties are fire.
iie hope euu get what iie mean, Hakimah.
Do reply, okay?
TC. &if possible, do leave me ur contact num.
we will meet one day to talk things out face to face. coz my type of person, facing one to one is more satisfying and more matured way.
Dun werry, iie tk mrh euu pn. (:"
"Hie, Hakimah.
iie believe euu noe who am iie.
iie just wanna clear all the foggy things that happen btwn euu & my bf, Robot.
Whats ur relation with Robot?
May iie noe?
iie got the ryte to noe evewitink.
iie have heard Robot's story abt euu.
Now, iie wanna hear from ur side.
iie have to be fair in this.
iie hope euu understd my situation and euu will reply my msg.
Yeah, iie was so hurt when euu gave the testi to Robot.
iie know ntg abt this, and euu refer me as pmpn sial.
Maybe euu were mad at that moment, but euu have to think abt the other party's feelings too.
Euu are older then me, iie believe.
So, iie expect euu noe more in how to handle this type of probs.
Jgn euu slh phm plak on iie nk mengajar euu srh be more matured.
NO, HAKIMAH. euu are wrong.
Evewi people make mistakes, euu know that well. And we learnt from that mistakes.
Dats the reason why iie am msging euu now, to know whats happening.
iie even msg euu in a nyce manner.
Coz iie respect euu as the same gender as me, as a lady who is older that me, as a person who need to be respected.
iie dunno euu, iie dun have any prob with euu previously and iie dun have grduges with euu at all.
So there's no reason why iie have to be mad with euu. Dats wat iie think.
My friends did tell me to "fcuk" euu upside down coz euu label me as pmpn sial. But iie dun want to, coz the prob will nort solve if all the parties are fire.
iie hope euu get what iie mean, Hakimah.
Do reply, okay?
TC. &if possible, do leave me ur contact num.
we will meet one day to talk things out face to face. coz my type of person, facing one to one is more satisfying and more matured way.
Dun werry, iie tk mrh euu pn. (:"
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: | Time: 20:47
Heylo people. iie just woke up. Ytd after ie check my Friendster, iie logged out as fast as possible. iie cant bear to log in any longer. Boyfie received a new testi from a girl named Tyra Tyara. Wat she post really hurt me so deeply. Then when iie viewed her private profile, her friendster layout is her pic with boyfie.This is her testi.
"SIAL URH JANTAN.. BUSTARD.. JUMPE AKU TKNK, G MIT PMPN SIAL 2 BOLEH.. DA TKDER DUIT NK BYR DUIT ALEK KAPER DUIT AKU.. NI MUKE NK SETIA PD 1.."
Euu imagine if ur get this testi from an unknown person who refers euu as a slut. Wapiang ehh! iie had a fight with boyfie abt this lady when we arrived Yishun to buy the motor accessories for Zaki. iie told boyfie to end this relationship, but he insisted. He was totally mad and he started to throw evewitink that he have in hys pocket including handphones, motor keys, hys bag and started crying.. iie was the one who picked up those things and dry hys tears. iie cnt bear to see hym cry. He reminds me of Azri, when iie cried, Azri used to dry my tears.
After buying those stuffs, we met Zaki at Newton Rd to return hys things. Then boyfie's motor showed her tantrum. iie dunno wat happen to hys motor, but we heard a sound when we were on the road. Euu imagine when we were on the expressway to Adam Rd, then thru-out the 3/4 journey, we heard the engine was like nort good and keep producing loud sound. iie was traumatised by then. iie told boyfie to stop the bike. Then we phoned Abg Fathullah, bf's big bro. We met hym at one of the expressway. iie was blurred by then. iie cant remember much wat happen. All iie remember Abang talked alot with me on hys Robot Lorry abt boyfie, when we were otw to send the motor on service. iie told Abang abt what happen earlier btwn boyfie & me when we were at Yishun too. It takes an hr for the motor to be back to normal. Boyfie borrowed cash from hys far kuzzin, who is hys Supervisor at work. He's a good man, with a good car. Tpi ni smua chap merah! Haha.
Boyfie & me went to have our first food at Simpang Bedok when our motor is okay. iie terserempak with Amad & Izfarhan. We went to slacked at KS with all the guys. Rino talked alot with boyfie abt bros, the KS people played Zombie, Elly brought Rico down, iie saw Tino from far.. Wow! Lotsa things happen ytd, huh? Boyfie sent me home at 0200hrs and iie slept straight.
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Monday, June 15, 2009 | Time: 18:14
Heylo people. It's 0913hrs, and iie just woke up. iie was so tired this few days that iie kept sleeping early. It's a good sign, ryte?
Well, ytd boyfie & me went to ECP. We had a small picnic together. Boyfie met me at 1330hrs under my void deck. We went to buy drinks for ourself at Bedok North ShengSiong. iie saw Ez and iie started talking to hym. iie introduced to boyfie. Lucky enuff that Ez is a fwenly type. He talked alot with boyfie. After awhile, we proceed to ECP. We set a place near the McDonalds so it will be easier for us to buy anitink that we missed out. After settling down, iie remembered to buy wet tissue, serviettes & a bottle of plain water. After buying those things at 7-11 alone, boyfie & me took lotsa pix till my memory card was full. Haha. We snap jelly fish photo too. Boyfie saw hys old fwen, Kasman. This guy who opened up a group name VL, iie believed. He's fwenly too with me and hys skimmers fwens. It was 1815hrs when me and boyfie packed up our things as the weather was not that good. Boyfie also wanna go to work at night, so yeah.
We went to St.Soccer Court. Okay, boyfie get to mit the KS people in deep. At least he noes their names, is a good sign oready. Boyfie also gave a compliment that my KS poeple is vewi2 kecohrable. Haha. iie had fun lepak-ing with them. Melissa was there too. Then boyfie had to go to work when it was already 1915hrs. iie reached home at 2215hrs after iie slacked at KS with Boboy, Wan Tail, Koko, Rino, Iwan & Alep Lolok.
Well, ytd boyfie & me went to ECP. We had a small picnic together. Boyfie met me at 1330hrs under my void deck. We went to buy drinks for ourself at Bedok North ShengSiong. iie saw Ez and iie started talking to hym. iie introduced to boyfie. Lucky enuff that Ez is a fwenly type. He talked alot with boyfie. After awhile, we proceed to ECP. We set a place near the McDonalds so it will be easier for us to buy anitink that we missed out. After settling down, iie remembered to buy wet tissue, serviettes & a bottle of plain water. After buying those things at 7-11 alone, boyfie & me took lotsa pix till my memory card was full. Haha. We snap jelly fish photo too. Boyfie saw hys old fwen, Kasman. This guy who opened up a group name VL, iie believed. He's fwenly too with me and hys skimmers fwens. It was 1815hrs when me and boyfie packed up our things as the weather was not that good. Boyfie also wanna go to work at night, so yeah.
We went to St.Soccer Court. Okay, boyfie get to mit the KS people in deep. At least he noes their names, is a good sign oready. Boyfie also gave a compliment that my KS poeple is vewi2 kecohrable. Haha. iie had fun lepak-ing with them. Melissa was there too. Then boyfie had to go to work when it was already 1915hrs. iie reached home at 2215hrs after iie slacked at KS with Boboy, Wan Tail, Koko, Rino, Iwan & Alep Lolok.
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Sunday, June 14, 2009 | Time: 04:32
We went to the new shopping centre at Bugis.
Our cacat pouts.
Okay, iie see my hair length difference oready. (:
My own fav pic of the day.
robot.
Erviona.
With helmet.
with helmet & new belt. (:
robot's shot I.
Robot's shot II.
Melalak jom!!
Our Duet.
Erviona & Robot.
Us.
Myself.
boyfie.
duet I.
duet II.
Boyfie applying the doc cream on my abbrations.Heylo people. iie just reached home 10mins ago. iie went out with boyfie the whole dat from 0800hrs to 1700hrs. Can euu imagine? It's 11hrs!! Haha.
Okay, boyfie tried to call my hp & my hse phone but can't get thru. Poor boyfie have to wait for anyone of my fam members to "pop-out" from the window. He was lucky enuff that Boboi "popped out" from the window. Haha. Boboy & Mama woke me up, saying that Robot's under the void deck. iie was like, "How the hell the noe iie am miting Robot & how the they noe Robot kat bawah blk??" iie quickly take my shower & went down to meet boyfie. my family except Granny went to Kubur. Granny went to balik kampong with Nekcik all.
Boyfie & me went to have our bike take her bath at Tamp st 11 Shell. -.- Then we went to have our breakfast at 201 Mr Teh Tarik. Then boyfie & me went back to my hse as iie wanna wear anoder clothing. Hehe. Banyak belanja lahh katakan! Haha. Then we proceed straight to GrandLink. We wanted to karaoke but the person said it will be open 1300hrs onwards. So guys, take note, okay?? Haha. So we played Pool. Standard, aku kalah! -.- It was 1300hrs when we played 1.5hrs of Pool. We sang alot of songs! Vewi fun. iie had so much fun with boyfie. Hey guess wat?! Robot nya suara pn nort bad, okay??! Tgk uhh matair sape kan..? Mcm tk tau plak! Haha.
After 2hrs of "melalak", we went to have our dinner at Beach Rd. Then we went to Bugis. iie bought a new belt for my dresses. Lawa lahh seii! $8 ajek! Hehe. Budget mesti maintain, org kata. Then tup-tup, it's oready 1830hrs. So, boyfie sent me home. But criously, iie had so much fun! iie love the tyme today. (:
Okay, boyfie tried to call my hp & my hse phone but can't get thru. Poor boyfie have to wait for anyone of my fam members to "pop-out" from the window. He was lucky enuff that Boboi "popped out" from the window. Haha. Boboy & Mama woke me up, saying that Robot's under the void deck. iie was like, "How the hell the noe iie am miting Robot & how the they noe Robot kat bawah blk??" iie quickly take my shower & went down to meet boyfie. my family except Granny went to Kubur. Granny went to balik kampong with Nekcik all.
Boyfie & me went to have our bike take her bath at Tamp st 11 Shell. -.- Then we went to have our breakfast at 201 Mr Teh Tarik. Then boyfie & me went back to my hse as iie wanna wear anoder clothing. Hehe. Banyak belanja lahh katakan! Haha. Then we proceed straight to GrandLink. We wanted to karaoke but the person said it will be open 1300hrs onwards. So guys, take note, okay?? Haha. So we played Pool. Standard, aku kalah! -.- It was 1300hrs when we played 1.5hrs of Pool. We sang alot of songs! Vewi fun. iie had so much fun with boyfie. Hey guess wat?! Robot nya suara pn nort bad, okay??! Tgk uhh matair sape kan..? Mcm tk tau plak! Haha.
After 2hrs of "melalak", we went to have our dinner at Beach Rd. Then we went to Bugis. iie bought a new belt for my dresses. Lawa lahh seii! $8 ajek! Hehe. Budget mesti maintain, org kata. Then tup-tup, it's oready 1830hrs. So, boyfie sent me home. But criously, iie had so much fun! iie love the tyme today. (:
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