★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Thursday, May 21, 2009 | Time: 21:02
Heylo people. Well, iie just tdokan Baby Aiman. iie woke up at 1100hrs today, by Zal's msges. iie can hear my tummy dancing. Haha. So the lapar!!
I worked at Vivo on midshift ytd. iie get to mit Boi again. He worked at 4pm. iie went for my lunch at Banquet with hym. iie caught a lovebite on hys neck! Haha. Heartbreaker kid. Nvm. iie just keep it inside me. Then iie end work at 2045hrs, to get ready for Double-O. Furqan fetching me at 2100hrs SHARP! Oohhkkaaayyy~!
iie get Boi's "last" msg. Here it goes.
"Mmg ku ngah rindu kw nie skg.. hmm tkpelah. niway i da kat traffiq light gg to bustop. tkperlah u.. kte stop mxg ke pape arh.. i tkot nnt i pcet u, i mken rindu u.. hmm.. k lah bye cyg.. lub u soo much! gg to miss u soo much.. =( niway i just cnt believe dat im crying now.. haha! tk senonoh.. jln sorg2 bey nangis.. matrep kental.. k dats all abt.. thnks.. tata. have fun.. =)"
iie didnt manage to reply. iie was speechless. We did plan nort to contact each other, but iie didnt expect hym to express his feelings. iie didnt noe he got feelings for me. WEIRD! -.-
Guess who's going to DBL-O?? A-N-O-H! Haha. Lela's ex-boyfie, my MSN fwen! Small werld, it's Furqan's outside fwen. We had fun dancing & having great tyme! iie make fwens with this girl named Baby. She lives at CCK, 20. iie dunno if she's werking anort. The DBL-O photograper took our pix together. Dats the reason why we both make fwens. We did exchange num too.
Then iie saw Fauzi, the security guard at Raffles City. We exchange num too. Long tyme nvr see hym. Then it's 0300hrs! Tyme to go home. Before iie went home, Furqan & me went for our supper at Al-Kader near my hse. iie had Prata Telur, he had Plain Prata & Prata Telur. We both had Teh for our drinks.
iie reached home at 0445hrs. iie try my luck to noe if Zal's slping anort. NO! He's waiting for me. Haiyoyo. Anoder heartbreaker kid! Haha. Guess wat when iie checked my cellphone?? 12msges and 3 missed calls! Msges from Azri Unk, Zal & Boi. all asking whr am iie, am iie okay & wanna have a good sms with me. Sowie, guys, iie didnt bring along my cellphone to club. iie left it at Furqan's bike-box. Okay lah. iie wanna check my fwensta & tagged now! Tc people.
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