★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Monday, May 18, 2009 | Time: 16:20
Mawnink people! iie woke up at 0630hrs earlier to change my pad, susukan baby Aiman, tukarkn diapers & now iie am posting my blog. No one's on my MSN. Thanks goodness! If nort, iie lazy to post my blog. Haha. iie am having my 3nd day menses. Oh man! C R A M M E D!
Well, ytd iie went to work with Boi. We met at Tamp Mrt Stn at 1145hrs. We manage to reached work at 1250. Fuhh~! Lucille got lotsa censore tags for me, so iie cn continue doing my stocks. iie collect my price tags all. Ice was working ytd. So iie told wateva happened the day before. Herself cant accept what that Anne said to me. She think she's 31, she can makan the all the girls there?? Ohh sowie! Nort me. Nort even Ice or Suzy. If ever she hurt my gals' feelings, iie will make sure iie am the one taking the revenge! iie will nort stay silent. She need a lesson to be learnt, people. Only the Vivo Tangs people noe whats Anne's attitude. The black sheep at Vivo Tangs. Haha.
iie went to dinner at 1700hrs with Boi. We had Mcdonalds. iie am saving up my penny, so iie only had McChicken & Apple Pie. Then we went smoke at the Batam Jetty again. iie continued doing my stocks again till it was 2120pm. iie exceed my working schedule, coz iie got lotsa things to do. iie am all alone. iie dun mind coz iie noe iie am the Ms Independent people owaz think abt.
iie went home with Boi. Boi waited for me at the pantry. Then we took 65 again. iie reached home at 2300hrs & iie get to watch Terlanjur Cinta again! Hehe. iie went to bed at 0230 after having a bad cry, settling probs with Azri Unk. We have patch up. Yeah, we continue our journey back together.
To my Azri, iie forgive euu for all ur wrongdoings, even thou it's hard to forget all things that happened. iie am sowie too for wat iie did, just to revenge, iie shouted at euu otf, iie ill-treated euu, iie abandoned euu when we stop the rs. iie just want tyme to be with myself that tyme. iie owaz thot iie "succeed" to forget euu each tyme iie am busy with my work. But deep down my heart, iie keep calling your name. iie feel at ease each tyme iie do it. iie am still loving euu, even thou we have to go so much of obstacles in the rs. Give and take, honesty, commitment, TRUST and sacrificing play importang roles in ALL relationship. So iie hope euu are patience enuff to endure the journey with me again. iie love euu.. So much, Sayang. &&iie mish eating Ban Mian! ((:
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