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★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2009 | Time: 19:14
Heylo people. Wow. It's becoming seldom now iie post my online diary. Time flies rili fast, huh? Azri Unk has also leave my heart about a week or two ago. iie cant remember. It was so long ago. iie am busy working, till iie lost track of tyme.
iie got ntg to talk about actually. But iie will try. Hmm.
Currently iie am contacting with Shahrul Nizam. A 16-year-old guy who's nort skooling anymore since 13-years-old, working as a ISS Cleaner at Robinson CentrePoint and siblings of 11(he's the third last). If euu ask me if iie got a crush on hym and hys characters, honestly iie answer, "YES". Why? Coz he's so independent and thoughtful. iie dun mind he work as wat currently. Bcoz for me as long as he lives a honest money-earning, iie am so grateful. He quit school as he's having family financial prob, and he work so hard to earn money for hys lil'bro & lil'sista last school fees. Nort forgotting, there's some grudges from Kak Noreen since Shahrul Nizam close with me. iie dunno why. iie dun wanna be the reason why this two god-bro-and-sista nvr befriend each other anymore. iie dunno wanna be the reason why at all! But iie did asked Kak Noreen to clear her thoughts, but she replied dat she dun wanna be involved in other people's relationship. But why she got grudges?? She's jealous? iie dun think so. She's married with a 4-years-old son! Haish. Well, iie met Shahrul Nizam's mum since the 2nd day iie noe hym deeper. iie called her Cik Mun, even thou Shahrul Nizam told me to call her, "Mak". It's difficult for me, as it's so hard for me to love a person.
iie think iie had enuff of talking about Shahrul Nizam. Now wat? iie am out of idea. iie will catch up more post in future, okay? &&iie am no more contacting with Furqan & Wan Rebel. Enuf is enuf. TC, people. (:
iie got ntg to talk about actually. But iie will try. Hmm.
Currently iie am contacting with Shahrul Nizam. A 16-year-old guy who's nort skooling anymore since 13-years-old, working as a ISS Cleaner at Robinson CentrePoint and siblings of 11(he's the third last). If euu ask me if iie got a crush on hym and hys characters, honestly iie answer, "YES". Why? Coz he's so independent and thoughtful. iie dun mind he work as wat currently. Bcoz for me as long as he lives a honest money-earning, iie am so grateful. He quit school as he's having family financial prob, and he work so hard to earn money for hys lil'bro & lil'sista last school fees. Nort forgotting, there's some grudges from Kak Noreen since Shahrul Nizam close with me. iie dunno why. iie dun wanna be the reason why this two god-bro-and-sista nvr befriend each other anymore. iie dunno wanna be the reason why at all! But iie did asked Kak Noreen to clear her thoughts, but she replied dat she dun wanna be involved in other people's relationship. But why she got grudges?? She's jealous? iie dun think so. She's married with a 4-years-old son! Haish. Well, iie met Shahrul Nizam's mum since the 2nd day iie noe hym deeper. iie called her Cik Mun, even thou Shahrul Nizam told me to call her, "Mak". It's difficult for me, as it's so hard for me to love a person.
iie think iie had enuff of talking about Shahrul Nizam. Now wat? iie am out of idea. iie will catch up more post in future, okay? &&iie am no more contacting with Furqan & Wan Rebel. Enuf is enuf. TC, people. (:
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