★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Thursday, May 7, 2009 | Time: 19:37
Heylo people. It's been so long now since iie last post my online diary. Well, today is my 2nd day off. iie am going to Syed Alwi Rd later to have my casting with Mr Bahar. Furqan will be sending me there. Then iie thot of miting Kak Noreen, Kak Fazlina, Mak Niah & Shahrul Nizam. *heart melting*.
Well, ytd iie was having my fullshift(10am to 10pm) at CentrePoint Somerset Robinson. Mak Niah was having her mawnink shift and Kak Faz came in the afternoon. Kak Noreen didnt werk, she's having her off day. iie went to have my lunch at MacDonalds with Azman(Az). iie thot of taking urgent leave but tk jdi. As it was my last day at Robinson CentrePoint. iie wanna spend my day there! iie noe iie am gonna mish those people. Boyfie wanna mit me on moii 2nd brk, but iie told hym to go home.
iie dunno why nowadays iie felt so different. It's nort me at all. Am iie the one changing in the relationship, or he's the one too demanding? iie admit we got no precious tyme together anymore since iie am werking fulltime retail. Even hols and wkends iie have to work. iie am sowie if euu feel neglected. iie cant deny dat iie have this feeling of different started when euu said euu dun trust me. Euu rmb when the last tyme we fought when iie was werking at CentrePoint, boyfie? Dats when all change the way it is suppose to be.
Well, after werk ytd iie met Shahrul Nizam at the street level. We smoked and talked abt lotsa things. He then sent me to the Somerset MRT Stn when iie wanna go home. My hp batt was flat by then! Ohh man. iie met Aiyul under my void deck. We went to met Cherry under her void deck. Aiyul bought perfumes frm Cherry. Huda & Aiyul nort together anymore. But im sure they'll patch one day. How can they leave their 2yrs a mth relationship just like dat? IMPOSSIBLE. iie reached home ytd at 0345hrs. Then im off to bed. Too tired.
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