★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Saturday, May 2, 2009 | Time: 07:43
on the left is Ahmad, my neighbourhood guy. And the other one is my Felix. How cute! (:
Heylo people. iie just got back from work. It's so tiring. But iie enjoy working at Vivo Tangs. The staffs there are so fwenly & outgoing. iie met few new fwens like Ice(Aisha frm Dickies), Paing(a Myanmar girl frm Ripple), Kak Nur & Josephine. They're full of fun topic to share with me even thou it was my first day working there! Haha.
Actually it's my bad day today. iie suppose to mit Felix again at 2100hrs. He ajak me to St James but boyfie dun allow. We have a fyte now. Haish. iie cancelled to go there. Then Emmy called. He told me that mayb he's fetching me. He got a bad news to tell me. But he dun wanna tell. He told me to check newpaper on page 8 instead. He told me to be strong. iie was waiting to noe. Now iie noe.
"Emmy, if euu are reading, euu noe how much iie treasure our fwenship. Even thou euu confessed that euu love me so much, euu noe iie got a guy. iie only treat euu as my fwen. iie am sowie. iie did cried when iie read abt euu. It's sucha heartpain. iie didnt expect all the money euu used to spent on me are all duit haram. iie just regret. iie will owaz remember euu.. iie promise."
Okay. Haish. iie am crying again. GOD! iie got no mood to post now. Get to this post back again in a few days. iie am busy werking. Tmr mayb taking MC. iie got no mood to work tmr.
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