★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Tuesday, April 28, 2009 | Time: 00:13
Dear online diary, iie just feel so down today. My first off day, my worst feeling day.
We break up.
It's the end of us. Tankiu for the love, hugs, kishes, care & concern. Tankiu for the tyme, money & thoughts we shared too. Euu noe how hard it is for me. Euu noe iie dun trust anyone so deeply except euu. Euu noe iie used to love & adore euu so much. Now, it become hatred. We move to the single life back. We lasted for 663hrs 18mins.
Ex-boyfie, iie am sowie. iie hope euu spare a thought for the next girl in ur life. iie gonna mish euu alot. Ntg can understd me. iie noe euu had tough tyme adapting with me. Just go on with ur life.
People, dun ask wat happen. Thanks.
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