★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Saturday, April 18, 2009 | Time: 10:20
Hey. iie just came back from ECP. iie went with Furqan. iie oso just sms boyfie that iie'm home. Hmm.
So, iie stayed the whole day. Till after maghrib, iie went to Big Bookshop with Mama, Baby Aiman, Aizzah & Aqmal. Then Furqan msged me if iie wanna go Carl Junior. iie myself nvr go there bfore. It's nice uh. We had Fries with Rendang and Ice Lemon Tea. Then we have a chat near the beach.
Boyfie msged me, "do euu care abt our rs? pls ans honestly..k? pls? tkkn u nk dis happen evewi nyte ke? i feel when u klua dgn kwn u, u seem 2 4get who am i.. i bkn nk gadoh or apa..im just telling wat i feel.. dun be angry k?"
iie replied, "Ok. iie do care. iie do love euu. dun weri."
iie noe, boyfie. It's hard tyme for euu. iie am sowie. Things will get better one day. Trust me. Nytes. iie really, really love euu.. with all my heart & soul. No others.. at all.
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