★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Friday, April 17, 2009 | Time: 00:05
Hey people. iie just put down the phone with Furqan, after boyfie. Furqan wanna mit me at nyte, but iie say iie cant promise. iie bet boyfie will be with me the whole time at town. iie wanna spend tyme with boyfie as he's nort skooling today.
Well, ytd after miting Wan Rebel, iie went to T.Mart to trim my eyebrow before iie went home. iie am suppose to mit Ad at 1600hrs, to visit Wak Waki at SGH. She's sick again, due to vomitting whenever after her intake. And guess wat?? He called me at 1630hrs! iie have oready planned with boyfie to go to TampinesONE with baby Aiman. Kak Putri rang me up, asking if iie still contact with Hafiz Keciok(Monyet/Kecik) coz he want that guy's num to make a bday plan for Abg Mursalin's bday held at hys workplace. iie hate to hear hys name now. Enuff of the heartbreaking moments he gave me. He gave me too much hopes, and at last he's att to other girl. iie did tell boyfie abt Hafiz after iie off the line. iie dun wanna kip any secret from hym. He got the ryte to noe evewitink. Then boyfie, baby Aiman & me went to have our dinner at Century Square, to have our Ban Mian Chicken again! Hehe. iie terserempak with Yan Kecik & hys gf. Baby Aiman gave me a difficult tyme to eat, as he want to have hys milk. So, iie stop eating awhile, carried hym on my arms and gave milk to hym. iie didnt manage to finish up my meal. Boyfie was full. Then boyfie, baby Aiman & me went home walking. We met Ad awhile at St.Soccer Court. He told me dat he still wanna go to the hosp that nyte. So we decided to mit at 1930hrs at my hse. Hamster gave me a stick. iie shared with boyfie. Ajul, An Jailani, Hadi, Alep, Harun, Shahriman was there too. iie reached home at 1915pm. Ad called me up, changing the venue to mit up. After visiting Wak Waki, Ad & me walked home from Tamp Int. Furqan wanna mit me at 2300hrs. We went to Mr Teh Tarik at Onan Rd till 0100hrs. iie phoned boyfie when iie have reached home. iie on the phone with hym till 0220hrs and off to sleep straight. iie was so tired.
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