★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Saturday, April 11, 2009 | Time: 07:49
Hey people. It was sucha bad day for me ytd as iie keep feeling irritated. iie dunno why. iie became paranoid when boyfie went out with hys fwens. iie keep looking at the clock. What tyme is he coming back home?? He promised me to be home by 2200hrs, but it was 2115hrs when iie phoned hym, and he was still at the sheesha place! Ohh my. iie phoned hym evewi 30mins. iie am sowie, boyfie. iie just wanna know ur whrabts & iie just want euu to stick with the promised tyme. iie dun want ur parents to nag at euu. They have been doing that since we were togeda. Haish. iie just want the besh for the relationship. iie dun want ur parents to think bad about me, if they have oready know abt us. Wan phoned me too. It was moii fault to get hym involved. Moii paranoid sprinkled on hym too. iie did apologised to both parties before iie went to bed. Maybe iie felt paranoid because iie was whole day at home! iie am sowie, people.
Okay, wat happen today? Hmm. iie woke up at 1400hrs. iie received boyfie's & Wan's msges. So suhwit of euu, boyfie, to inform me ur whrabts. Much appreciated. iie tried to connect to the net, as iie wanna post moii blog abt ytd, but iie cant. So, iie went to mit Wan at P.Ris. We had a lil'quarrel. Then iie went off to WS, to mit daddy. He topup moii hp for me. Thank GOD! Then iie went to St.Soccer, met moii boys. They were playing soccer. Daddy then fetched me from the St.Soccer and we went home togeda. iie tumpang daddy's bicycle. Boyfie, iie remember wat euu said. Suhwit kn?? Haha. iie love euu, dear! (:
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