Hey people. iie just wake up. Well, ytd iie went to have a jog at the park. iie jogged 5rounds then iie went to the st.soccer court. Moii team won 3 matches straight. iie cant really concentrate on moii match as those feeling still lingers in moii mind & heart. It's so hard for me to accept what had happen. After st.soccer, iie went to Pondok Clock with Adek Ayid, Adek Munim, Adek Remy & Ikram. iie then met Syeikh as he's arnd moii place area, before he off to work at 0000hrs. When iie reached home, iie had moii bath & watcha Terlanjur Cinta, as usual. Then Azri kept calling & iie kept silence. iie dunno whether to answer or just reject. iie let the phone ringing. iie stared at the screen, wishing he could listen to what moii heart was saying inside. iie just need tyme to cool down, keeping evewitink to moiiself. Then Wan called me, asking if iie am okay with Azri. iie told hym what had happen. He advised me about guys. He even told me that guys nowadays have supernatural powers. They may "paleh-paleh" the girls to have them for sex all. iie was so shocked! iie thot it was only during the oldies. Then Azri called again. iie did answer as Wan told me to. He was there to support me whenever iie was having relationship probs. He's just a great mentor to me. iie brave moii heart to talk to hym. iie mish hym to much, but iie am afraid to confess coz iie dun want hym to take advantage of me. We didnt talk much. More to silent. Then iie start a topic & ended up crying on the fone. He remain silent. iie end the call by saying that iie was slpy & iie need moii rest. iie tried to sleep, but iie cant. Wan called again, to know what happen. iie told hym, & iie cried again.

iie msged Nick Mikhail when Wan told me that he is married again wks ago. He noes about it as hys bro went for the escort. iie was so shocked! Nick didnt tell me anitink about this. How could he! And guess what?! Nick called when iie msged hym, asking. iie answered. It was nort Nick's voice, but a lady. iie know it's hys gf/fiancee/wife. He did told me that he got gf. But iie heard rumours that he's engaged, and now Wan told me that he's MARRIED! Hys gf/fiancee/wife asked me about moii relation with Nick all. Of corze iie noe moiiself! Btwn Nick & me are just fwens. Yeah, he did asked me for stead, to be hys second gf but iie reject. iie am a lady too! iie spare a thot for hys gf/fiancee/wife. She make a point that as a fwen it's wrong to msg at the tyme iie msged Nick. But iie make a point too that Nick shouldn't be unfaithful to hys gf/fiancee/wife! He asked me out to have lunch with hym all. iie was so mad!

iie have moii sleep at 0500hrs. It's sucha tiring day of crying for me. iie hope tomorrow will be a better day. iie am miting Wan tomorrow, accompany hym to White Sand.