iie found moiiself crying on moii bed while messaging boyfie on moii cellphone. iie didn't expect it to be this ugly. iie didn't noe too that all this while he's been forcing hymself to meet me all. Now iie dunno if he really love mie with all this heart & soul, like how iie did. If only he didn't let me listen to hys sigh when iie wanted hym to fetch me up at Tamp, this will nort be happening. Moii status is changed. It's complicated now. All iie am doing now is crying. We may nort be as one coz iie want hym to noe what he needs in hys life. If iie am nort in hys needs-list, then iie will go. iie accept what's happenning. iie accept it with an open heart, even thou it hurts me too deeply inside. Euu make me love euu so much, but euu are nort committed in the relationship we shared. iie am the only one endruing the pain now.

Azri, if euu are reading this, just dun hurt others anymore. iie am feeling the pain now, iie noe how it feels. Love her with all your heart & always commit yourself. Dun give her false hopes, if euu dun really mean what euu are saying. It's the besh to be honest. At least euu dun hurt the other party. Now iie noe, iie am the only one loving euu so deeply.

Ohh yar! Btw iie chatted with nanaCINE before iie last log out. iie confessed evewitink that are on moii mind. About those hypocrite things. All this occur becorze of Malik. Licik tu jantan! Pandai dia. Da tua-tua pn, prangai tk matured. Hais. Now, moii main prob with fwens are Leia & nanaSHAWTY. nanaCINE is settled. iie am sowie if iie hurt euu in any way. iie appreciated those things euu had done. iie wanna say tankiu, nanaCINE. Euu used to colour moii life.