★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
★ page 1: profile
Nerly Erviona. A year older when July 15 comes. Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Sunday, April 5, 2009 | Time: 21:04
Afternoon people. Well, iie am nort that new to blogspot actually. iie used to have one. But iie seldom update it. Now iie am trying to update as much as possible as moii manual diary book is full! Hmph.
Well, lets talk about ytd. iie had moii photoshots taken at Fort Canning Country Club @ 1430hrs. It was pouring heavily when i was on the way to moii working place office to report. And guess wat? iie was SOAK! Mr Goh, moii Director Manager, gave me tyme to dry up moiiself while he get ready with the props. Lin suppose to doll moii face up, but she was asleep on the tyme we have promised. So, no choice but to make up by moiiself. iie am pretty unsure about those make ups, euu see. iie am suck at it! Haha. So yeah, we proceed to the location & iie had moii shots taken. It lasted for 1hr30mins. iie met boyfie at Novena MRT Stn at 1645hrs. He was LATE! Ohh GOD, how much iie hate those "Janji Melayu" ppl!
But moii anger cooled when iie see hys face. It gave me warmth in moii veins & arteries when iie see hys smyle & get hys hugs. I have to bring back moii props so boyfie helped me up till we returned to moii place. Ohh yar! iie saw Hazwan! Hys "gf/date" and hym. She was looking at me one kind. Maybe Hazwan talked lil'bit abt me when he saw boyfie & me entering the train. But iie just do moii own things & talked wif boyfie abt the shots. Boyfie waited for me at the stairs while iie ate & taking care of baby Aiman for awhile as our fam still dunno abt moii new relationship that we build. Poor boyfie was hungry when iie have get ready to "date" with hym. We went to Food Culture at Century Sq & he ordered Ban Mian Chicken. Trust me, it was delicious! &&fyi, it was moii first tyme eating that Ban Mian. Credits to boyfie, who taught me the new menu. We then window-shopped at both Century Sq & Tamp Mall.
After all that window-shopping, boyfie & me went to have our talk at the park near moii place. We walked breezely to our journey with jokes & laughter. We sat on a bench & talk about our feelings and thoughts, how is it progressing, what we planned to do in future for our relationship going good, how we find each others, what we dislike about each others' characters all. We ends our talks with a seductive kiss. Boyfie, euu noe iie love euu so much. Euu noe how much euu meant to me & moii future. Like iie said, "iie love euu for who euu are, NORT what euu are." Boyfie sent me home.
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