★ for my princecharming, samsi.
I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
I am sorry whatever should I do,
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Every time you come around me my heart skips a beat.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
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Nerly Erviona.
A year older when July 15 comes.
Engaged to Samsi Samad.
I am a police officer who controls a child gone wild,
I am a confidante that wipes a crying child's tears,
I am a librarian showing adventures that a storybook brings,
I am a custodian that has to clean certain little messes,
I am a photographer keeping pictures of a child's monthly growth,
When mother and father are gone for the day, I become both,
I am a doctor that detects when a child is feeling sick,
I am a party planner for holidays to celebrate with all,
I am a decorator of a room, filling every wall,
I am a clown and comedian that make the children laugh,
I am a dietician assuring they have lunch,
When we seem to stray from values, I become a preacher,
But I am proud to have to be these people because..
I'm proud to say, "I am a teacher."
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Date: Tuesday, April 28, 2009 | Time: 17:47
Boyfie & Wak.
Boyfie & me.
Boyfie & me again!
from Boyfie.
from me. oops! haha.
Wak, Matin & boyfie.
Boyfie wished to fly!Mawnink people! iie just wake up. It's sucha good night sleep.
Well, ytd after the E-Max thingy, we went to have our dinner at Youth Park. As iie said, iie have my Ultimate KFC Box in my Dickies Bag. Boyfie ate Nasi Goreng Ayam with egg. Nice! Then Normah(Fad! haha.) kena gigit by ulat bulu. Crious shit! Hys leg gatal2 aft dat. We adviced hym to seek for the doctor, he dun want. Haish. Then we went off as tmr all are skooling & iie am werking.
We took the train home. Fad separated with us on the MRT Stn as he took the bus home. Then left Matin, Wak, boyfie & me. Then Matin alighted on Dhoby Ghaut as he took the neil home, to Hougang. Boyfie & Wak took pic in the train. Then Wak took pic of boyfie & me, before he alighted at Aljunied.
Left boyfie & me. He had a good laugh. Boyfie step tk dgr when each iie told hym nort to make me cry again. iie feel vewi blessed with hym. We then walked home, instead of taking the bus from Tamp Int.
When we have arrived under my void deck, iie wanted to salam boyfie. But he kept pulling me, as if he dun wanna let me go. Haha. Then we sat under my void deck awhile, before we had a french kiss. Ohh boyfie, iie felt on top of the world when your lips touched mine. Dats the reason why iie love my boyfie so much. Hys tender touch makes me go uh-lala. Aww~! Haha.
Well, when iie reached home. iie watched Terlanjur Cinta first, then iie ate my late supper. iie phoned boyfie and he was still in the 969 bus, on the way home. iie oready felt sleepy by then. But iie did tahan my mata, just to talk with boyfie. Hehe. After putting down the phone, boyfie gave me a long msg.
Boyfie; Baby!! i love you so much! anw u the best and evewitink gf i had so far in my life tau.. caya tk? i will nvr regret having u as my wonderful gf! anw im sowie for misunderstding u gving num to ur guy fwen.. sowie k syg? i just love u so much tau! dats y i felt jealous just now. hehe.. and tadi kita noti! hehe.. i tau i lagi noti tdi.. Hehe.. *bluek*. i tiba2 rasa horny and miss u at the same tyme.. psl when u nk naek, i tarik2 u.. hehe.. noti azri! haha. bila nk noti2 lagi b? hehe. *bluek*. anw nari i type dis msg panjang jgak ey? hehe.. k lah. nyte syg! and swit drms darlink! *kish, kish*. imy and ilysm! muackies!!
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★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: | Time: 04:49
boyfie playing CS. ((:
See those boys! Haha. Matin, Wak & Normah. oops! iie mean Fad. Haha.
Okay, this is Fad. He's kiut ryte?! Yeah, girls. iie noe. Haha.
Omg! Matin, wat happen??! This is so candid! Haha.
Pictures of me & boyfie on the way to mit hys fwens at Smallmac.



Heylo people. iie am now at E-max with boyfie, Martin, Wak & Fad. iie am updating this blog, they're busy playing counter strike. Haha.
Okay, boyfie met miie under my void deck at abt 1700pm, then he gave me a hug and lent me hys shoulder for me to cry on. It's a stupid thing that happen, dat iie make it a big issue. iie am sowie, baby. iie love euu.. still loving euu like owaz.
So yeah, iie have nort eat since mawnink! iie got my Ultimate Box Meal in my Dickies Bag! Haha. Okay2. Guess iie wanna check my fwensta, facebook & tagged. Tc people! ((:
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Date: | Time: 00:13
Dear online diary, iie just feel so down today. My first off day, my worst feeling day.
We break up.
It's the end of us. Tankiu for the love, hugs, kishes, care & concern. Tankiu for the tyme, money & thoughts we shared too. Euu noe how hard it is for me. Euu noe iie dun trust anyone so deeply except euu. Euu noe iie used to love & adore euu so much. Now, it become hatred. We move to the single life back. We lasted for 663hrs 18mins.
Ex-boyfie, iie am sowie. iie hope euu spare a thought for the next girl in ur life. iie gonna mish euu alot. Ntg can understd me. iie noe euu had tough tyme adapting with me. Just go on with ur life.
People, dun ask wat happen. Thanks.
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Date: Monday, April 27, 2009 | Time: 20:40
Heylo people. iie just wake up. It's 1141hrs. iie was abt to get myself ready for werk, when iie realise that today iie am having my first off day! Haha.
Well, iie was suppose to werk at Vivo Tangs ytd at 1300hrs to 2100hrs. But Slash phoned me up and told me to proceed to Centrepoint instead as there's no promoter there. So, iie force myself to go. iie looked at my watch. It was 1300hrs oready. But wat do iie care? They're playing dirty games on me, iie can do it too. iie have to take stocks when iie arrived at 1315hrs. iie lost my ways to the security checkpoint to get my stocks. Luckily there's a flower promoter at Robinson itself gave me clearer instrutions. Jgn hrpkn si Slash tu sgt! Haha. Then iie went for my break at 1645hrs with boyfie. iie brought my own food from home. iie cooked Nasi Goreng myself. Then iie bought 2 cupcakes. Nice! After boyfie left, iie went back to do my work. Then Azman msged me, asking if iie wanna go smoke break. It was 1900hrs by then. Azman came as he got sumtink to sent at an Optic Shop at Centrepoint too, dats his job as a despatch. Then he went off. iie waste my tyme standing, looking at my stocks till 2100pm.
Furqan fetched me frm work. Then we went to Labrador Park. Byklah ko pehh Sarimbun Park! Bageyroh btol! Then we went off frm there at 2305pm as iie wanna watch my fav TV Series; Terlanjur Cinta! Haha. iie phoned boyfie after that. Then iie am off to bed early again.
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Date: Sunday, April 26, 2009 | Time: 19:54
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★ PAGE 2: STORIES AFTER STORIES
Date: Thursday, April 23, 2009 | Time: 17:31

Erviona & IraCINE;
old-owaz-sms-each-other-but-never-mit-before girlfwen.

Furqan; ini gambar last few days. nort ytd.

Erviona & Furqan; These pix below were ytd at Simpang Bedok. (:
Heylo, people. Firstly, iie wanna tell euu guys dat Baby Aiman is now 9mths old! So fast the tyme flies, ryte? Haha. Well, iie just abis siap to work. Ytd was so tiring.
iie arrived work exactly at 1000hrs. iie asked for directions from the security guard, the Robinsons lady and lastly iie found my old-owaz-sms-each-other-but-never-mit-before girlfwen; iraCINE! Haha. It was at last iie mit her at work! Haha. iie went to my first hr of brk with iraCINE and one of her college at MacDonalds. iie had McChicken. Then we smoked. iie saw Didi(Rohsayyidi). He gave me a shocked look. Maybe he didnt expect to see me there. We then continue doing our work after lunch. And guess wat? iie saw Kak Lina, Azmil's sister! We exchanged num, and she invited me to James' birthday party held on the May 16, 2009. Then iie went for my 2nd hr of brktime. This tyme iie went with IraCINE, Ida and... BOYFIE! Haha. Surprise kan?? Tau.. Hehe. We just smoked and talked. More to laugh, actually. Haha. Ira went home early. Ida resigned when iie told her my workplace need more staffs. OMG! Haha. Boyfie hugged & kissed me. At last iie get to lepaskan rindu! Hehe. Malik msged me when iie was working back.
Malik; Hi erviona.. ni Malik. Maaf ganggu. nk tny ckit.. nape ko delete aku sbagai kwn ko kat fwensta..?ko tknk berkwn dgn aku lgi ker?
Me; Aku mintak maaf uh, malik. Mmg berat aku nk dlete atau blg ko yg biarlah kta jgn kwn lgi. coz ada org tk suka. ko fhm2 jelah saper. aku tknk jdi penghalang atau retak happiness saper2. aku tk larat nk bertekak lgi. skg aku da keje fulltime. aku tau skg aku keje je.
Malik; haish..jikalau kita berdua msh berkwn dlm snyp nk menjadi masalah per.. ku tk pernah nk musuh dgn ko nana.. smp hati ko uat aku sebegini.. apa dosa dan kesalahan aku kat ko nana..? kita msh bleh berkwn jikalau btl lah kau berat nk tglkn kwn ko ni.. Nana2.
Me; Tkperlah, malik. go to ur own happiness now k? im no one to euu now. TC.
Malik; Alah nana.. jgn mcm gni la nana.. ku janji smp lobang cacing ku akan carik dirimu.. i meant my words..nana..pls nana jgn tglkn malik.. pls nana. tergamak nana uat malik mcm gni.. pls nana.
Me; Tlglah, Malik. Jgn susahkn lgi keadaan bleh tk? aku pnat lah!
Maliik; Ni smua alasan seii.. ku tkder kena mengena pn antara pertengkaran korg per..
Then iie didnt reply. iie noe if iie replied, iie will get stuck myself. So, iie better leave that guy alone. If only there's no disturbance btwn me & Malik last tyme till now, things will nort turn this way. Haish. Well, Furqan fetched me after work. We went to Simpang Bedok. iie had Roti John Mushroom Cheese. SEDAP! Hehe. Then iie went home. iie saw Muz under my void deck. He ajak me go clubbing. But iie reject as iie am too tired to club. Tmr fullshift at Raffles CT again! But IraCINE is nort working there for tmr. Haiya! No fwen xiia.
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